Everyone has to have a dark day once in awhile. Today is mine. Life will never be fair. I'll  never understand it but I do know one thing: fairy tales don't exist. I have a hard time trusting people, especially when I keep getting screwed over and slapped in the face. Do I deserve it? I don't think so. Will it ever end? I can't answer that. Which scares me.

I'm the kind of girl that jumps at life because I know too well it can end too quickly. I listen to my heart, not my head, and I'll always be that way. I'd rather hurt than to have never lived.
So, I just need to keep reminding myself of this.